<P>March 1st Rainy</P><P>First day of March, and my fifth day in Ningbo, still seeking a job. </P><P>Now i am sitting in front of computer in bar, listening Embrace's Nature's Law: I tried to fight the feeling, a feeling took me down……you should never fight your feelings, you have to follow the nature's law…… Maybe, I am not a good nature survivor. Darwin said Survival of fittest, but I think i am a Naive boy, OMG!</P><P>Today i woke at 8:00, Helen got angry on me, for my laziness. I did not know what to say and what to do, so I ran out and sat in the bar.I feel depressed, I knew I am no longer a boy now, I need to take more responsibilities, but now, maybe I need more encourage not responsibilities. I think i am not a coward.But I still feel grateful, for your help and your supports!God save American,and Also save me!</P><P>Now, I face some job interviews in following days, stop complaining and start new life!</P>
<P>3月1日 重庆 晴</P><P>难得的艳阳天啊，我却没有艳阳一般的好心情</P><P>彷徨在人生的十字路口，是左？是右？是前？是后？我不知道，我也不想知道，顺其自然吧</P><P>还是那句话，要活死不到，要死活不了</P>
<P>3-1 快乐随雨水倾城</P><P>有妖孽，好重的雾气……</P><P>停机，真好，谁也找不到我了</P><P>洒了香水在衣服上，心情好了点，额``却迟到了，还没人给我打卡`````郁闷死，忘记今天是一号了……</P><P>唉……失误，本以为今天可以早点回家的，特意穿了漂亮的衣服和小皮鞋，准备和人家一起去玩来着`````唉，没良心的主任居然出去了，55555，害偶一个人管那么多事情，烦死拉</P>
<P>07。3。2。 上海 多云转阴</P><P>许久没来了，留名~</P>
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看到OX来
我也来了
加油吧
努力改变自己
PS:流水的歌真好听,午夜里这首老歌真是享受
[此贴子已经被作者于2007-3-2 2:07:33编辑过]
<P>2007.3.3 星期六 南昌</P><P>后天就要回公司上班了，真不愿意去呀，怎么办？</P><P>什么都不想去做了，就想在家睡觉</P>
<P>2007.3.3 星期六 雨</P><P>也8知道自己什么时候想去学校，的确我怕了，怕看到我们曾经走过的路</P><P>怕听到什么，怕想到什么，为什么喝酒就会想起你，为什么喝的8醒人事时候说的还是你</P><P>哎，我太某出息了</P><P>学校你爷爷我来了！</P>
<P>07。3。3 阴</P><P>到学校了</P><P>新学期开始了 </P>
<P>3月3日，超级晴天，悉尼</P><P>虽然有点心烦，虽然很想逃避，可是我有勇气的时候说的话不想反悔，所以还是要继续。</P><P>告诫自己不想不想还是不要想。那样比较好。</P><P>you always tell me,everyone has got his own secret,even he face the closest person,he still has something that can not be share with. when you teach me again and again,i understand what you want to say below the words you talking.</P><P>just three words,leave me alone.</P><P>perhaps,when i find your secrets,i will feel sad,or i will lost the power of love,even my personality could be changed totally.but,i just want to be register.i hope i can occupy a large ratio of your heart.</P><P>you know where can read the articles representing my mood,but you never start to read.you don't want to know me any more^</P>
<P>07。3。3 阴 上海
<P>距离开学又近了一天。
<P>这个假期过得真够……无奈……
<P>加油加油吧。
<P>明天会是个晴天，虽然我喜欢雨天，某些时候。</P>
[此贴子已经被作者于2007-3-3 19:17:17编辑过]